Well, February 16th 2010, here you are. I have struggled with my weight my whole life. I want that struggle to end.
I have gained weight, lost weight, regained and lost again. Not as bad as Oprah but pretty close. Hormones, Hormones, Hormones...yes you suck! Since I was 17 and diagnosed with Endometreosis, I have suffered. Changing from one "fix" to the other. The weight all came about after the Depot shots...the damned things!! In one year I gained 80 lbs!! ONE year, people, I gained an Olsen twin!! Talk about depressing, whew, you have no idea!!
Years, yada yada, went by. Pregnancy..THANK YOU GOD!! Then a couple of years after that - hystrectomy. Ovaries...Uterus..GONE...more hormones, more weight gain. I went to see a plastic surgeon about Tummy tuck and lipo. I lost the weight and got it done. Oh, the pain but oh how I loved jeans and tight shirts. I was still "big", about 190 lbs, but I looked great and felt great! Well, over the next 10 months I gained 20 lbs. 20 lbs of fat, boredom and depression. My clothes no longer fit...I got rid of all of my "fat" clothes and now I was $9,000 in debt and nothing to show for it. What the hell?!?! I FAILED....ROYALLY!!
This blog is going to help me get back on track. It has too. I joined a gym with one of my girlfriends last week. So far, so good. I will keep you posted.
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